Without a doubt, my favorite song of the moment. Alicia Keys is the woman.
Moment of honesty
Someones gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell u while it comes to me
If u have something to say
U should say it right now
U give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
Its become something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready
I know u said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when its meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually
If we gonna do something about it
We should do it right now
U give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
Its become something that's impossible to ignore
Its what we make it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready
Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I can't compare
I'm suspended it the air
Won't u come be in the sky with me
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready
I'm supposed to be working out, but sometimes, supposed to can go out the window. I think I'm still working with this acceptance concept. The more I think about it, or perhaps not think about it and go with it, the more at ease I am with the environment. I'm less concerned about me and what I may fail to do, and certainly less annoyed my others and their short comings. I am exactly the way I'm supposed to be. I'm healthy. I'm blessed by wonderful people who love and support me. I have a job in a poor economy. I'm in a loving and supportive partnership. There are things to thank the universe for. Time to the enjoy the ride.
But this is not where I wanted to go with my post.
Long story short, YouTube sent me an email about a video I had posted. So I follow the links because why would I get a virus? Thankfully, the email was legit. I started searching for videos instead of doing abs because I wanted to find a video posted with better visual quality than mine. The audio wasn't as good, but with slam poetry, the entire presentation is important. This is one of my favorite poems ever. EVER!
This is truly a love story. If you have not seen this movie, you must. I watched it on the airplane yesterday and tried to muffle my tears, but could not. It is a powerful film and a tragic love story.
SPOILER
Do not read the following unless you do not care about me spoiling much of the story line. I suggest you stop reading and watch the film!
SPOILER
A young girl has a very vivid imagination. She wants to be a writer when she grows older. She sees something that is complicated and thus she doesn't fully understand the scope of what is occurring before her eyes. She accuses an older man, whom she also has feelings for, of hurting her cousin. She does this because he is in a relationship with her older sister. This false accusation separates him from the one he loves. For the rest of his life he cannot be with his love and the young girl punishes herself as well. She creates a story to be able to cope with her life and loosing everything, because in the end she has nothing but her tales. And the lovers are never reunited.
"As Ray Porter watches Mirabelle walk away he feels a loss. How is it possible, he thinks, to miss a woman whom he kept at a distance so that when she was gone he would not miss her. Only then does he realize that wanting part of her and not all of her had hurt them both and how he cannot justify his actions except that... well... it was life."