I am wearing the exact same outfit (minus the shirt and who knows what undergarments I was wearing), when I had my anxiety attack that caused "the demise".  I have a very hard day ahead of me.  I know I will be put through hell and yet I feel by wearing this I somehow embrace inner strength knowing that I can overcome ANYTHING.  It's ok to be scared and nervous, but don't let those fears take over.  I will pass the questions and the tests.  I will be one step closer to ending this program.  I will be able to graduate.  I will be able to find something anew.  It will workout.  I have to have faith.